Lay's ex gf

hunhanminren:

I decided to post about his ex cause I admire her from the bottom of my heart. She’s a very independent girl, and I must say Lay’s so lucky to fall in love with her. Before reading this post, PLEASE, RESPECT LAY AND HIS EX GF. NO BASHING OK ?

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1.So I found some blog entries that were posted on this forum about Lay’s ex-gf and I decided to roughly translate it for you guys in case you were curious…this is one of the many entries she’s written about Lay. 

 I had a dream last night that seemed extraordinarily real. In the dream, we met for 15 minutes in Changsha. The dream also included your mother, grandmother, and grandfather…. They said that this may be the last time we meet, so you hugged me. I turned to leave and noticed my phone received a long list of messages that you have sent. After that, I suddenly woke up and saw a new text from you with the words: take care of your body/health. Dreams and reality started to converge and I was suddenly caught off guard. I even imagined myself deleting the text that you’ve sent. Continue lying down, I closed my eyes and asked myself, why bother? Every day, I have to face the appstore password, an important email password, qq password, the password for online orders and bank cards. I now understand how hard it is to erase you from the life that I’ve had. I never thought that I’d really lose you. You’re right, the ups and downs through the four years, the memories were beautiful. We gradually mature to wait until two people break up. But do you know? A person who has not waited won’t know the feeling of the person who can no longer even bend/move their legs (from waiting).

 This was written a few years back before Lay debuted. -

 (Source+Trans by: baek-hyun.co.cc)

Shared by Luhannie @ EXOdicted.blogspot.com

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2.今天应该是你出道的日子 (2011-12-29 18:02:21) 转载▼标签：杂谈 

Today is your debut day (2011-12-29)

I just finished my work, so I decided to go to weibo and write some words for you.

Few hours ago your grandparents called me to inform that you were about to debut soon, and that you were very busy at the moment, they also told me not to worry. But neither of them knew we rarely kept in touch. After receiving their call, I feel so relieved, so I went to visit them. They cooked lots of delicious food for me, they said no matter how our relationship went, they still treated me as their granddaughter. Deep inside my heart, I don’t want to talk about you, I just want to take care of them for you, do all the work you should be doing. I understand, very clearly, that when you choose to be a singer, you can’t stay by their side. I will do everything I could, and try my best to take care of them and make them happy.

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We’ve known each other for 6 years, and fallen in love for almost 3 years. I know I’m neither a beautiful girl nor an amazing person, but when we were together, I can feel your love for me. Up till now, I’ve been always thankful that I had the chance to meet you, to know you – a lovely and caring person. Despite the sad things in the past, all the memories between us were so beautiful, thinking about that time again, I have no regret. I remember when we were together, you pretended to be angry at me because I didn’t call you “darling”. Even though you acted like a spoiled child, you still adored, respected me and cared for me…

I don’t know why I’m writing this, just wanna bring up something to talk with you. I always tell myself to forget you so I can move on, slowly, starting a new life without you. But no matter how busy I am, or how I try hard to fill up my mind with work, I still miss you, wondering if you take care of yourself, if your stomach still hurts …

Did you remember that long time ago I showed you my future table plan ? Now I’m trying my best to do it. I’ll give myself 5 years to experience things, grow up and enhance my knowledge. My mother doesn’t want me to face difficulty, but my work is not that hard. I know I have lots of things to do, I have to stay strong. Whenever I miss you, I will log in to weibo to read your diary and all of the letters you wrote for me. Maybe you don’t love me anymore, or maybe what’s between us right now is more than love…  No matter what, I will still treasure you and everything you did.  I put all the songs you wrote for me in my ipod and listen to them, remembering every single line of them…

It’s just that I don’t want to tell you, I don’t want to be a burden to you, I’m just trying and trying to make you understand… You remember what I always told you, right ? That someday you will thank me for leaving you. 

Zhang Yixing ah, I hope that you are still doing well.

Translated by Yeon@FC Zhang Yixing
Eng-trans by Hunhanminren
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