guys, i miss you!

already 11 days passed since i met you. but i still can't recover all the feeling. i miss you, everyday.
why is this so hard for me? why am i torturing my self like this? missing you is the hardest thing right now. i swear to god, i'm thinking about you every second. what did you do to me? i'm suffering. the biggest question is, why did i stan superjunior? i never regret anything, in fact i feel very blessed to know you. i want to meet you again, soon! see you!

farsha

Super Show 5 Live in Jakarta

[UPDATE] you can watch my fancams here : farsha maulidia (youtube acc)
:)

this is my another dream came true.
just like SS4 before, i just bought the ticket for 1 day and decided to find a "calo" for another day. i bought SS5 ticket day 2 (2nd june) and on saturday i came to meis with no ticket. but when im on my way, Bigdaddy announced that SHINHWA WILL COME TO JAKARTA GUYS DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE SHINHWA? i screamed and lost my breath for a while, out of control, i thought omg what should i do, should i not watch SS5 today bcs i have to save my money to meet shinhwa? but already on my way to meis. so, nothing to lose, its okay if i cant get the ticket for today, it means i can save my money. and yeah i didn't get the ticket, calo was too expensive.